incompletez cia

amk district field day

2009-09-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

well, everything didnt go as expected
most of our stuff was kinda screwed
i am not a sore loser but i think its slightly biased
in any area, i am very sure theres abit here and there
but its alright
we are already kinda satisfied
my blogs kinda dead, cya ! =)

2009-06-21T04:46:00.000-07:00

Goodbye, thailand
hey guys! i am just back from thailand =)
i received certainly alot of free gifts , esp on my face ( pimples)
:o
the quality of air is bad in bangkok, definately
but still, i love it
i have been going there annually since primary 6
i love thailand
the cheap clothes, delicious delicacies, wonderful experience
hey i said thai! but the only word i said was red colour
the salesgirl dont understand red, but at least she understood what i meant
luckily i had learnt a little before
i know my numbers, my colours, my vehicles
that should be great
this trip has been the most enriching
i ate alot of roadside stalls
those are really great! someday you should really visit thailand
who says roadside stalls are dirty
although its abit, but i am still back in one piece
better than before

its kinda sad to see little kids at about a age of 4 sitting on a overhead bridge begging for money
it just reflects how fortunate we are, arent we ?
well, a mother carrying an infant sitting by the roadside
i just feel sad
sometimes i wish i could change some kinda things
but i guess thats naive of me...

with the limited power i have, i could not really change but try to help

sighs!
well gonnA post some pictures soon

2009-06-05T05:20:00.000-07:00

hey guys!
i am just back from hwa zhong institution
today marks the end of the 15th student leaders convention
never regret going for it, althought was kinda forced
made a bunch of funny new friends
some random pictures that i had taken and pictures with my fellow group mates

swimming pool!

running track!

tan kah kee with the clock tower

left-me...right-dawn

dawn mediating?

dawn

jiayi

alicia=)

retarded dawn

group mates

group mate

another group mate

me and dawn at the concourse

retarded her

me and gingerbread man

his voice is totally identical to the gingerbread man in shrek

zhang yi and me

jin long and me

zi xuan and me, another scout too from greenview sec

yan ni and me

adilah, amirah and me

li yan and me

hope i spelt it correctly

cya guys!

2009-06-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

hey guys!
really busy this june holidays
it is as if i had no break at all
well, its just school and student leader's stuff that occupy me
[30-31 may] sentosa trip with my family =)
[2-5 june ] hwa zhong 15 th student leaders convention
dawn spell it as hua zhong
[9-10 june] chemistry workshop, victoria JC and nanyang polytechnic
[7,14,21,28 june] tuition
[17-21 june] i am flying to thailand, bangkok!
[22-26 june] OBS =o

busy busy busy

some random pictures

sentosa part 1
_________________

did you see the black head at the aquarium ?sad to know thats me...how great is my brother's photography skills

eels and seahorses (miniatures!)
they are real living embryos! i got quite a shock when i saw them moving
outside the underwater world
my brother...random...
at touch pool in the underwater world
thats a shark
my grandma with my brother
me and my retarded face
i took train there and cable car back

my sister came nack from america and she bought my brother this venus fly trap! i think its kinda cool...does it?

18 may, my birthday
also, she bought this wine that is produced only every 50 years i think ?
bought in a north carolina farm
called 'once in a carolina blue moon'
it has something to do with a drought

me and my family
i am not that big, just that i am the nearest to the camera ,thats why !

okay okay, posting more pictures next time
cya guys!

2009-05-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

yo peeps~!
i am back from my packed schedule
well, there is more waiting for me during the June holiday
Alica, persevere

i had a meeting today
RI talk tomorrow
and a camp following that

note : the date of the st Gabriel cub scout camp has been changed to 4 June
please accompany me there and volunteer yourself to join
bishan park campfire will be on 4 July

thanks for the present you all had given me, really appreciated it
happy birthday puisuen on 15 may
happy birthday alicia on 18 may
dont worry, i will get your present, one day...
i normally drag birthday presents for more than a month
busy busy busy!

cya guys! kinda tired now

2009-05-13T03:57:00.000-07:00

i am now at my grandmother's house, waiting for my viewty to come

i didnt waste my one day holiday as it is marking day today
i woke up at 5 ++ preparing to go to school, then i realise...
what do i go to school for ? most likely i am gonna be the only idiot that will be there
=D
we agreed to meet at 10 at novena mrt station
10? we went there abit earlier
as what i expected, hArdly any shops were open
and nareerat asked:
'who was that idiot that suggested to come out so early?'
then pairs of eyes stared up at me
heeeheeehee( scrratch my head)
went burger king...
but i didnt order anything since i ate a heavy breakfast that morning
my mum says its not that nice to stare at people eating
well...i didnt!
i ate their food~! (:
hahaha

we went fareast instead
jing ling is indecisive, sighs!
but in the end at least she bought a scarf, while nareerat and me bought nail polish
(when will i even use it?)

wisma and taka doesnt have anything that attracts me nowadays
i am not gonna go their most probably till the end of theyear

went home in the late afternoon as i needA Paack her room
she is coming 2moro midnight from america
and
and and....

whats concerning me now is that my viewty have not arrived

2009-05-10T20:30:00.000-07:00

hope time could pass faster

i like old songs =)

2009-05-10T00:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

its another day, i dont seem to have any mood to study although
i am having my chemistry ( last paper) on tuesday

i have made an order for my viewty through the internet
finally!
but i hope i could receive it that day because it is sent to my grandmother's address
pink =D
i am awaiting for that moment

2009-05-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

bored !
i must have flunked my geography paper
i studies so hard on chapter 8 droughts abd floods
but it came out on chuan earthquake and more on global warming

rahh!!!

social studies
i didnt know where my eyes had been to!!
it says
study source b and c, how different are both sources
i actually read it as source a and b
i think i needa get a specs with higher degree, seriously!

chemistry is on tuesday that followed by chinese oral
and hahahahahahaahahahah...the exam periods would all end
thank god

now i am just counting down to midnight
which will decide the fate between me and viewty
its a phone, by the way
PINK!

cya guys and happy mothers day to all
i havent buy mother's day present ...opps!

2009-05-04T22:34:00.000-07:00

well, i had just finish my physics paper
which i believe that i am gonna fail the paper =x
immediately after my paper, i went to longjohnsilver
ordered french toast but i didnt know they put cinnamon in it
maple syrup reminds me of pancake =) yumyum

shouldnt i be studying geography ? oh forget it...
still having a headache over my physics paper
how do i even find tension???
the teacher didnt even teach!
sighs!!!!

hmmm.....
my brother is so gonna be the only idiot that does 2 composition in his paper
when there clearly states CHOOSE 1 OUT OF 2 COMPOSITION
well i am no where better yet, what do you call someone who cuts her hair while cutting potatoes ??
you will just simply answer, alicia...

not going overseas during the weekend, surprise yeh ?
still waiting for my japan trip, miss those nice accessories =)
thailand is another place i am so gonna go
their roadside stalls are just marvelous
and super duper cheap things =D!!

can we end our exams now ?

2009-05-01T19:25:00.000-07:00

no mood to study still...
social studies is kinda killing me with so much things to memorise
and without my viewty...i dont even feel like flipping through my notes
monday would be having mathematics and social studies paper,
followed by physics on the next day

sometimes i just wanna be like anyone else
skip cca, break the school rules and just loitering around shopping centres after school
its kinda fun

but could i ?

i find it pointless for me to go home early,
i would not revise anyway
chinese o levels are coming around the corner, yet i could ignore its presence
how how how am i gonna go on with my life
where else in life could i go without good results

where?

2009-04-30T04:14:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Kah Sing!

sighs...just finished the chinese and english paper
i have not even buy nareerat's present

viewty...

mood swings...

2009-04-09T20:19:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday mummy =)
today is my cousin's birthday
her first year on earth =)
oh i decided to change my skin
i didnt there's a song with it
havent been to my own, so did not even listen to the song at all
but someone sang it so terribly until i decided to change it away =)
cya!
mid year exams are coming~~~i am so gonna flunk physics

2009-03-28T04:29:00.000-07:00

Earth Hour
vote earth instead of global warming

STC TODAY
today was module 1 =)
saw my six, quite a happy bunch of them
kinda miss them when they leave...wonder if they would too

they played 8 blind mice
they are to be blind folded
then suddenly i feel someone touch my ass
omg!
poor little blind floded things, they dont know where they are doing
haiz...cant blame them, they are just little kids

today had activities in the theatrette
there was this picture of people acting as elephant
dumbo they meant

and i got this nickname as dumbo ( which i think its cute)
there was this question
"what is dumbo doing?'
cub scout 1 : dumbo is playing
cub scout 2: DUMBO DIED
then i was like HUH?!

they are just so adorable
=)

2009-03-21T03:06:00.000-07:00

Stop Animal Testing / Abuse
Its inhumane

2009-03-02T03:51:00.000-08:00

okay today was bloody
i dont know whats wrong with me lately
i lost my cross-country card, i cant find my math common test paper, i lost a library book, i lost my national scarf, i keep forgetting things!!!
why and how ?
SIGHS!
and today needa go all the way back to yishun just because i forgot to bring a humbdrive
all thanks to my forgetfulness
bloddy hell
its just a small little thumbdrive and wth la
sigh!!

my mum has been saying to buy me a laptop since sec 1!!
and now 2 years passed by...
where is it ?
!!!!!
rah rah rah!!!
what a day
cya guys ~!
hope 2moro would be a better day for everyone =)

2009-02-28T17:49:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Rat !! =)
i mean... belated ? =)
now typing those contacts , information of the scouts into a spreadsheet
and later gonna continue with the minutes of meeting
sighs!
i didnt even do my homework
my common test just ended on friday
and bloody hell, a math
i keep getting imaginary number
sighs!!
i think i am gonna fail that paper
that question alone is 5 marks

i am getting old...how ? more white hair
sighs, gonna dye my hair one day

cya!

2009-02-21T01:14:00.000-08:00

yeap!
series and series of tests
yesterday was founder's day
and went ava after school for the job week briefing
sell brownies and ice cream
brownie 2x3 each for $4 dollars
wow that freaking small la
NE camp they also selling...sighs...should have gone for the ne camp la
its overnight this year
so unfair right ?!
this year job week its only a one night camp
sighs
damm sianz
dont even feel like going
butbutbutbutbut
it means i must sell dont know how many boxes of brownies...

this year sports and UG camp is going to Australia!!!!
whoooo!!!!
but...
the bloody rat not going
grr....
i dont like visiting schools
but austrlia!!!!
it would be such a waste
scout HQ would only be going malaysia
wth???
its like i have been there in and out for at least 20 times already la!
besides the bloody waste of money for jotm has created a shadow of it
no water to bathe
nothing to do somemore
sickening

oh i have signed up for OBS
butbutbut again
there is only 15 vacancies left for THE WHOLE SEC 3 COHORT
while OTHER SCHOOLS made it COMPULSORY
wth la...

lalalas
today moring went to market
bought lots of stuff
and there is this shop
i went to buy things
they actually put my sanitary pads and seaweed together
like...ewe ?

life's like that
cya!

2009-01-30T04:45:00.000-08:00

happy birthday dawn~!
in the middle of the flower is your pot of gold
today went scouts and lalala
it seems to get more boring
i more i try to entertain myself, the more complains i get
sighs

2009-01-16T19:14:00.000-08:00

sighs
other than revolving around with studies , cca and homework
what else can i do ?
my parents lost the trust in me,
i have no freedom
my studies not going anywhere better
problems coming in

i miss those days when my friends and i hang out together
if i could wish, i want a time-machine
i dont want to smile and laugh although i didnt want to

2009-01-08T00:47:00.000-08:00

tired, irritated, lost
why ?
i really dont get what adults are thinking
they are so off
always thinking of the negative side
help...
adults so called are for your own good,
but without them, i can save alots of trouble

2008-12-31T01:11:00.000-08:00

Its gonna be a new year, a new start once the clock strikes twelve at night

my dreams, hopes are disappearing soon...

i wont be much involved in my cca...soon...

for a good cause...

hope you all would have a great year ahead =)

how does it exactly feels that you are given something yet not given recognition for it
they told you that you could do well...while behind your back they doubted your ability
what is this ?
this bunch of hypocrites...
they only need people that benefits them...from this point, i see everything clearly
i realise the fun times in cca, the trust, the passion in me, was all gone
i want them to see the true colours of others, the people who so called has put in so much effort
i hate them....i really do ...

Break Away - Kelly Clarkson

2008-12-29T06:37:00.000-08:00

camps
scouts
prefects
camps
scout
prefects

is it really taking so much time?
man i have a terrible headache
after the start of 2009 i am sure to quit my rank
useless stuff
no use giving when they dont give recognition
bloody people

f them all

HOME SWEET HOME~!

2008-12-01T23:12:00.001-08:00

after 5 days of struggle, we are finally back home~!
yea...of course we didnt do our very best, if not where's the room for improvement ?
great camp indeed,
seen alots of gateways and gadgets
of course we made friends too with 02
day1
first thing we came, my bag was totally infested with ants
so unluckily, my bag rested on an ant nest
great yea ?
camp D
i promise we wouldnt borrow anymore stuff from that camp, except for floor boards
we scrubbed every thing we borrowed
esp kitchen utensils
they gave us black pots
we washed and returned in its original state
they rejected
we wash with sand paper
until its silver
finally...=.=
oh, and they wanted us to wash off the rust
wtf
camp D went well, except for the heavy kitchen shed and tent
we have problems carrying up
first day-terrible
how's like sleeping with cockroaches, ants ( that bite through plastic) and mosquitoes ?
i counted, at least 30 mosquito bites
day 2
that day wasnt very bad
we seriously enjoyed backwoods
although its damm muddy, at least we are under the shade
fire + smoke + sun (others)
fire+smoke+ shade ( us)

first aid

WE TOP THE WHOLE SUB CAMP with the result of 7 ++
muahahahaha
senior still say we would fail

at night, we bombed each other

while rat left...

i just have to say

we didnt let her disappointed at all

all our and her efforts ahs not gone to waste

we have done her and ourselves proud !

i am kinda lazy to type now.haha, cyah~!

2008-11-24T04:29:00.000-08:00

hepppp!!!!
excited for npc
countdown:3 days to it!

2008-11-23T05:05:00.000-08:00

Really damm busy this week with npc stuff
now have to come to school everyday for it...yea...
today have tuition
sighs!!!
math math math, really want my life
then went to yishun library
damm hell lots of people
the noise level can be compared to kids running in the field

yesterday went to army market early in the morning to get some stuffs
bought 2 lamps
next went to novena, velocity
well i love the outdoor life shop
its damm cool~!
rat bought a pocket saw there
cool !
haha, so npc saw bamboos
after that went to dobby ghout ( dont know how to spell)
Plaza singapura, spotlight to buy red and black strings
yeA have lunch there
lalalalalala
we went rounds and rounds in spotlight until we got dizzy

then another trip to scout HQ to get patrol badges
lalala alot of people there, especially at the carpark
some some kinda programme ?
then saw cub scouts skipping ropes ??
part of programme too? lol...health and fitness ( TAF )
hehehehe
near the scout shop got a shop sells tupperware kinda stuff
we spend around fifty dollars at the shop
balloons, tupperware, all the rubbish

finally headed home
1 day singapore trip
haha
cant wait for npc!

yeaps !

2008-11-15T20:47:00.000-08:00

yea yea
theres a camp 2moro
sighs...maybe i am only interested in the giving out of badges though...
haha
but i cant only wear 4 at most...lols
no point getting so much...
i want my rock climbing certificate!!!!!!!!!!
THAT INSTRUCTOR SAID 1 WEEK AFTER THE COURSE
SONG CLAIMED HE DIDNT HAVE
rahrahrah

its gonna be a tiring camp ...
sighs

2008-11-06T20:18:00.000-08:00

wells...
saw my streaming results on the peirce web
didnt et what i really wanted
should have opt for triple science
now i didnt get bio...
have to take hist somemore
sighs~!

2008-11-03T03:47:00.000-08:00

3 november 2008
today

sorry if i teared...
i was disappointed...
in myself
the failures we failed to bring on...
and in everyone

it makes me reconsider about my roles
i am totally not fit to be in at all
maybe next year i should concentrate more on my studies...
its not going anywhere better

i hate being what i am now...
why cant i just be like others
play joke enjoy?
why?
people cant see how hard you try,
they only see your mistakes

they just wont understand

behind those scenes are effort made out
not only a day
but time given out
what are you doing during exam period
who are the ones staying back day by day just to prepare stuffs
they fail to see
people just absent themselves from cca due to some bloody excuse
i can make it, why cant you?

i am totally disppointed in all

i always thought my scouts arent really disciplined
and it didnt prove me wrong at all
i knew its our fault
but who will suceed without effort of others

i just wish
i dont dare to hope
that everyone one of us just try their best and enjoy what they do
its just so simple
but i heaar grumbles everywhere

i would change for the better
if thats you all want
dont worry, i would not fool around anymore
not anymore
never again...

2008-10-31T07:03:00.000-07:00

not everything would turn out as expected

i never thought of this happening

the last time i lose you i got you back

now...

i knew that you would never turn back

where ever you are...

life of death

hoped you knew you never left

our hearts would be filled with memories of you

from here, i learnt to never steal

it justs reflects human character

if i cry...would you come back for me???

i would give up anything for your return

sighs~!......

i really no mood to blog anything about my first aid course

my turtle was stolen

sighs...

believed to be stolen by some very naughty children around this few blocks

i dont really know what would they do...

but hope it is safe

and they did not harm it

but...

i am afraid it has......................

i tried to convince myself tmies and times it would be back

but...

all thanks to me

if i hadnt gone for the bloody course

maybe i would be at home taking care of them

or at least they would be within sight

p.s. i miss it

ALOT

2008-10-28T06:39:00.000-07:00

yeap today had scout meeting as usual
went to lower peirce to hike and orienteer
lalala
images of mud and plants are blinding me
*complains complains and more complains********~~~~~
but yea...
the golf course having some competitions or something
more people playing than usual
maybe holidays ???
oh hell
our scout troop have really really really UPDATED maps
too updated i suppose
the route that we walk does not exist on the map
wth
and last year pltc
we walked a route that does not exist on the map too
the new mrt line
then i was like
wth ?!
not my problem too...not my checkpoint
=D
yays i am so gonna fail my advance scout standard
no mood to talk about it
wishful mind to think that i would want to get my first class by sec 3
oh forget it
*bubble burst*

oh i went ikea yesterday and i bought a very nice apple green mug
and i am sure gonna break it somehow at the end of next year
some things are just predicted...

wed thu fri would have no time to blog
have first aid course from 9 to 6
ging amk to eat mac then meet them at 7 30 at mrt
hope i will not flunk the test or something
if not there goes my $90

ps...as replied on my tagboard for the mcee
please dont take it to heart, its not that really bad, seriously

2008-10-26T20:01:00.000-07:00

Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,

When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,

When the funds are low and the debts are high

And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,

Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,

As every one of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about

When he might have won had he stuck it out;

Don't give up though the pace seems slow-

-You may succeed with another blow,

Success is failure turned inside out-

-The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are,

It may be near when it seems so far;

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit-

- It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

got this from cuteberries.com

i find it very nice

and those icons too

lalala

zhonghua campfire on saturday

was not that bad but quite sleepy...

why must it be indoor ??

the 'fire' was like...wow ?

sighs...

the mcees were totally boring

oh man...are they really short of man ???

and and and

hmmm...ya that should be all...

overall: bad

oh yesterday went to vivo

i cant believe my mum stayed 2 hours 34 mins at a shop

and she says she has not been enough

and i was damm bored

i actually went to every single shop on that floor and she is still at the same place

??!!

oh well

later i am going ikea

i wanna eat the meatballs <3

its time to buy stuff for the next year and some kitchenware

ps. i broke 6 cups this year...

cyah!

2008-10-24T20:20:00.000-07:00

well well
back from sec 2 adventure camp
certainly nareerat doesnt want to leave
we got too used to the sounds of airplane that we actually fall in love with it
plus the airplane cheer too~! =)

day 1 in camp
____________
fvery slack at first to settle everyone down
got dragged due to slight rain...
next do some high elements after lunch
crossing the line or a log
challenge pole was quite fun
you got to stand on a vertical log and jump to reach out for a pole
after all these went to play a game that requires teamwork
can see its kinda screwed up
cause our class has completely no teamwork
next...
dinner
followed by preapration of campfire and singalong sessions
the instructors are fun ~! xD
then bathe ? and good night

day2
__________
i looked forward man...
first started rock climbing and absailing
followed by flying fox
the instructor at flying fox was scary okay ?
haha
lunch after this ?
yays !!!!!
water activities
first was kayaking
i like those challenges
especially when the back person of the kayak must stand and sing songs
=)
unforgetable experience
oh wtf
its river crossing
wow
river ???
ya we really went through the memorable CANAL
THE WATER WAS BLACK
RUBBISH FLOATING AROUND
faints**
i somemore drank 2 mouthful of water
dies**
bathing time~~~
dinner was cool
i love the food there seriously
the instructor asked, " is the food here seriously nice ? "
cause we eat damm fast
i was thinking,'of course its damm nice, you havent see what we eat in camp, here is already considered the best till now'
ohohoh
then campfire prearations again
grand campfire begins
haha it rains
but it was still fun
we all became mad people and cheer like siao
we did enjoyed ourselves ALOT
sleeping time z.z.z.z.z.z.z.Z.Z

day 3
_______
breakfast
clean up area
sing some cheers
home sweet home
i would miss those instructors

end

originally going to harbourfront today
butbutbut...
got campfire
that why i cant go with my mum to shop
sighs !!
my brother has caused my mum to be extremely mad yesterday
hope everything would be fine...
sighs !!

cyash~!

2008-10-13T04:22:00.000-07:00

today got back my results
as in exams papers
kinda disappointed with some of my subjects
my science, chinese, english and history didnt really do well
lalalala
dead meat
now can only hope for being able to choose the subjects i want

looking forward to wednesday =)
i am gonna make sushi and bring it along to sentosa ~!
hahas

had a headache after quarreling with my mum again
sometimes i really cant stand her lor...
she is just being so petty sometimes
hey i was so excited to share my math results with her
and yet
no reaction
next time i wont even be bothered to tell her my marks lor
anyways i am not gonna let her interfere with my choosing of results
she wouldnt even be bothered anyways
why cant she be satisfied with me
i know i would never be as good as my sister
i am just a tiny little ant compared to her
but cant she just know
this is who i am ?
they say
99% hardwork and 1% talented=sucess
i dont even have the 1% la
then how i achieve sucess
maybe she just wont understand the stress students nowadays are facing
=/
i hate going home lately
i just wanna stay far away from her
forever
could i?
SIGHS ~!

cyash!

2008-10-11T22:00:00.001-07:00

well i am back from camp~!
it was fun of course
just so sad that i would have to leave early
i lose my voice after so much screaming and shouting ( for a fun cause)
yea and i feeling terribly sick now...
well i enjoyed it
except for that part i left for scouts
what a waste of time...
i just sat there and stare at the sky
when thAT bloody person said as if it was damm important
wtf ?
yeayea
back to topic
aft this camp...
it was certainly fun
i guess i like the sec 3
and definately learned alot !
cyah

2008-10-08T04:28:00.000-07:00

well today went back for scouts
and eng oral too
was alright
except for scouts la
must face people you dont like
or you can even use hate
the old seniors come back
bias people
chat chat laugh laugh with guys
cant even obthered with us
YOU THINK BOYS TROOP BIG ARH ?
oh whatever...
stop giving the wth face to the girls la
i know you very big la
idiot ...!
2moro got prefect camp
cyash!

2008-10-05T01:52:00.000-07:00

today seemed to be the most....
most....
most....
screwed day...
morning my mum broke the bottle sesame oil on the floor
oil on the floor
my gosh...
next i went cutting some vegetables for her
i cut my finger instead =(
pain ...wtf
then aft that as my mum walk pass some basket of things
she accidently hit against it and it fall on the floor
wow...
onions and garlic and ginger on the floor
i would be the one picking up
then when i was picking up those stuff
a lizard from nowhere jumped
!!!
faints....
what a great day...
sighs...
theres still exams and oral 2moeo
didnt even study for it lor...
cyah!

2008-10-04T01:36:00.001-07:00

yo!~ i am back
oh this bloody skin is irritating
ugly and disgusting lah......
i am gonna change it anyways
after week of battling with the exam papers
i had finally completed most of the papers
friday when i was doing geo
dont know why
damm tiring lor, my eyelids are shutting
and my eye damm pain lor...
my hands are tired, i want to sleep !
nareerat claimed that her hands were trembling while writing
dawn had the same case as me
after the exam
went back to the old school for photoshoot
must wear full uniform again
hehe
can avoid kahchun
later he give his old grandmother and grandfather stories
i think more like his anestors lor
sorry if i spelt wrongly!
okay back to topic

sin ming school
COOL !
omg i am so gonna join band and choir!
their cca rooms are as big as 3 or 4 classroom if joined together ~!
and its air-conditioned !
not like our poor little den
not even sure about the location and no air con !
somemore so small ...
aiya...at least better than our current one
sigh!
oh ya
the dance is really two thumbs up too
although not as big as choir and band
butbutbut
it is damm nice
as it say
better than current one
general office is damm big lor
i dont know why there is vice principal 1 room and vice principal 2
omg
another mong kheng coming ?!
teachers and student council room are just located on the second floor
if i am not wrong
poor either npcc or ncc are located just directly facing the canteen
and the PE DEPARTMENT TOO ?!
stop students from eating ?~!
i mean obese ones
kinda talking of myself...
well
i really dont understand why are there 2 basketball courts and indoor sports hall
its like...kinda much ?
nvm...
none of my problem anyways...
the school library so damm hell big and cooling too
hope they will install advance computers for the convenience of students
plus printers too!
the corridors is very wide
i bet jasper has no problems crossing
XD
the stairs are quite stable too!
hahahaha
hall is...
yea...nicer and bigger...
but no air con !

saw art room from far
its nice

conclusion
aiya everything is nice and big lah!

cya ~!

2008-09-05T03:54:00.000-07:00

kinda bored at home
2moro going to watch movie
then after that go campfire
hey i am a very enthu person
but never had we gotten any most enthu award
so whatever...
cyas =)

2008-09-04T06:11:00.000-07:00

reports, project works, homeworks
is one week really enough
why cant they just put their bloody brains on
i know they are fking free
doesnt mean that we are too
how i wish i can just quit my cca
i join it for its adventures
not bloody plans/drafts to write
neither to call up people to remind them to pass up bloody stuffs
and being scolded by others for my members to hand up things late
teachers and schools, another problem
cant they keep their mouth shut
whatever demerit points and merit points
keep telling us how important our conduct are
then keep deducting points for attire or whatever
my parents dont even care
why should you ?
attire good= got face for school
then they would say their school results are good only when attire is good
i think we would affect more when they keep pestering us for good attire
whats the point ?
it would irritate us, making us not concentrated for studies

i forgot to mention cca
which is more important
studies or cca
?
i am kinda tired to having meetings and preparing for competitions
does winning and face means so much to you all ?
winning makes others looks up on you
but actually the troop is only as good as the weakest member
singing praises of indivisuals ?
but if you really want troop to get together
it would be nothing
nothing would come out of it

i found the need to study hard
but after i found it
its not late at all
but...theres too much for me to do other than study

i want to give up on my cca
but does my situation now allows it ?

2008-08-31T20:20:00.000-07:00

see! someone came out of the cage
haha its called crowned pigeon of something
it would be wonderful if you see these types of pPIGEONS
flying around in singapore
oh i doubt these birds can fly

i like this place=D
you can come close to birds here
there are just very colourful
these birds are just so lucky
unlike the eagles
kept in small cages that they cant fly at all
ohohoh!!!!!!!
i spotted the triace bird !!!

triace bird wearing triace shirt and triace scarf!!!!
lols, i am retarded

poor little eagle
actually not really little
its damm hell big
you wouldnt want to know its wingspan

picture taken by kahsing, its still in the cage
just that we took a close picture of it
the bald eagle
really looks very cool
but i hope to see it preying more than standing at a corner

dawn's husband !

oh thats a vulture
young one i suppose
not really big

ignore me

striking red birds !!
its damm hell striking and guess what?
theres a hen inside
same family ?! cant be...

well i hope it works

it has been a problem uploading images to my blogger

and i have to upload it one by one

sometimes it doesnt even work ?!

that was the picture taken during service learning

when we preparing for the treasure hunt

actually one of the sweets (things the kids are suppose to find)

are

hidden inside those hats

thats why we wear them all around=)

one of it was with me

muahahaha

bet no one guessed it

hahas

oh ya the fruits drawn during art lesson

ignore me please

i was devastated to eat

thats why i having illusions

hahas

the apple is mine, while the other pic is dawn's one

nice yeah ?

the green one wasnt coloured by her for sure ~

lols

a portrait of nareerat drawn by

artist kahsing, artist dawn and of course me!

i shall name it porn on dragon boat

junyong thought the dragon boat's head was replaced by nareerat's head

HAHAH

thats all

cya !

2008-08-30T06:42:00.000-07:00

computer got some kinda porblems
still cant upload the pics during jurong bid park
sighs ~!
today had service learningsad...so fast finish le
why cant they just extend
i still wanna play =(
i still wanna teach them tuition
anyways planned the treasure hunt
quite fun planning it
hahas
see those smiles on those children it always brings me courage to face problems
of course not all children are as obedient
those eagerness to win in those kids are great
but the losing team always recover quickly
although being last, they still cheer for themselves
they after the programme ,
i was at the tibits stall and i saw one of the naughty kids
he actually smiled and waved at me
i was kinda touched
i can see they enjoyed playing
this is what that cant be bought with money
priceless in short
when would i have such a chance again ?

got my report slip back
quite okay la this time
at least there is no C
my english improved
yays ?
eng marks
20% oral
20% paper1section1
20%paper1section2
20%paper2
and the rest i am not sure...
i must work hard for my pure sciences and a math
i must...
okays thats all for today
cyas

2008-08-22T21:07:00.000-07:00

lately theres quite alot of things
busy busy busy week
monday ? nothing on...
tuesday ? scout meeting
wednesday? jurong bird park
thursday? designing structures
friday? rock climbing course

jurong bird park
had a great time there with
kahsing, nareerat, jolene and amelia

well the birds there are pathetic
if jurong bird park wanna keep birds,
why cant they provide space for them to fly ?
theres a series of CAGES with eagles and vultures
well...
the birds are indeed cool
but they can hardly spread their wings
how can they fly?
the two vultures being caught in 2004
founded at orchard road
are also kept there
oh their feathers were beautiful
just that...
2 birds hiding at the corner
and the board says they are found at moutain ranges
and here they are being kept in captivity
sad story...

took alot of pictures
currently with nareerat
would upload another day
=)
oh ya,
how i wish i can watch the "eagle show"
?
whatever it is called =.=
nothing much there
wonder why people pay so much money to go there
i hardly saw tourist

rock climbing
no pictures taken
wow nareerat climbed to the top
=0
i bet she climb her house everyday in thailand
muahahahhahaha
i think i should migrate to thailand to climb her house with her
i need more practice
train my strength up
if not i cant make it to the top
oh ya
i am kinad scared of heights after that course
anyways i still pass
maybe some other day i can go practice rock climbing with nareerat
XD
i am gonna aim the top by then

hope so...

2008-08-19T04:25:00.000-07:00

well
long time since i posted, isnt it ?
today got some problems
well...hope it could be solved

cat high campfire

well the structure was magnificent
really the best that i have seen so far
but
some said that the lashings werent tight
and saw people twisting back the spars
how i wish it falls
well halfway through, nareerat wanted to go toilet urgently and she say her bladder might leak any second
(and would splatter all around?!)
then went off with her
i saw the toilet !
it can be identified easily with that errie flickering lights
after i went in
opps !
the males
!!
lucky no one there
to the left was the females
omg you needa go through this pitch black lane that leads to it
i cant see nareerat halfway through
cat high campfire
oh the chairman was great !

today !
got npc meeting

lalala
ended 1 hour earlier

homework for them
design fun elements
gateway
skit

well 2moro got jurong bird park trail
quite excited ! ( opposite)

math math math
driving me crazy already larh
tday learn set language and notation
dawn was damm retarded and funny

end of today
lalalas

2008-08-12T03:21:00.000-07:00

yep yep yep
life's bored
as usual, i am like a bitch
whatever...
boredness has turn to idiotness
sighs ~!
i want a laptop ~~!!!
sighs sigh
saw the lastest readers digest back cover
got the laptop that seemed super cool
but cant judge appearance lah
i got one already would be happy already la
sighs ~!
i am bored
exams
i flunk history
2moro is literature
but who cares ?
fail then fail lor...anyways i am not taking the subject and it makes no difference to pass it
science~!
diediedie
sure fail lor
physics ? sure f9
bio?f9 too
chem?no hope

cyas~!

2008-08-09T23:14:00.000-07:00

well
have the urge to bake cookies

and i saw some cookies that suit dawn alot
examples like :
salted vegetable cookies?!
vegetable cookies ?!
unbelievable but true
or maybe algae cooies ( i invented)
mixed fruit cookies...( i hate it)

well gtg,

still got some bloody tuition later

sighs ~!

cya

2008-08-08T20:02:00.001-07:00

my mum told me something about MOE
considering to change all textbook into laptop
cool yea ?
imagine, no more copying of notes,
no more blisters on hand due to too much writing
no more heavy bag full of stationery and textbooks
isnt it just great ?!

sadly...
by the time they decide on this would be maybe 3 years later

2008-08-08T00:19:00.000-07:00

well...
today was national day celebration for my school
then do some connect singPapore stuffs [bored~!]
if everydau school can start so late
yet there are latecomers ~!

sighs ~!
well in the morning went to mAC
sawn nareerat they alll there
with keith?

keith:mark wearing school uniform, how ?
dawn:i would lend him my pe
keith:mark wouldnt want to wear yours, he would rather throw it away

haha~! then i told keither mark wouldnt wear hers, later will get virus
no offence ~!
XP

lalal;as
i am happy,
cyas

2008-08-07T05:48:00.000-07:00

well...now using my sis laptop...not for long
few days ago could kill me,
fever, flu ( i meant severe), headache, dizziness, sore throat
every thing turn so well except for my nose...
well...plus today's rainy weather...under the rain again...
well not wearing tie for a days already, and no one asked about it...
i am really sick~!
=(
well 2moro is national day ?
i am not so patriotic to celebrate it, maybe just watch the parade to
entertain my poor lonely soul
[unless they say cancel all examinations for the week ,
maybe i cant consider that, hahas ]
hmmm.....
today had english personal recount test...
i wrote about the theme camping, its the only thing i have something to wrote about
i wrote about jamburee on the move
haha went batam,
i wanted to but snorkling
but somehow i wrote scuba diving ?!
LOLS
anyways thats a slacking camp...
XP
2moro school is starting late
cool yea ?
going macs to eat early in the morning
[my so called celebration]
lalalalas
then later got wha connect singapore project
just reciting the national pledge ?
yays no red sirt needed, thats so great about secondary schools
cause the knew no one would wear red
anyways thats the fact

now watching some shows, lately crazy about some hong kong dramas
at least its better than singapore drama series
???

oh i almost left out
had a bad sore throat, but it became better once i drank my own recipe drink

lol, you wont get food poisoning , believe me

1 apple
1 starfruit
1 spoon of pure honey
[only pure honey works] oh ya, and dont totally believe those pure honey signs on the jar
may be fake
well...my supply of honey i specially bought from korea, which you needa fly to korea to buy
naybe cost 60 dollars plus for a jar
[of course bigger than normal jar, about 3 times bigger?]

juice maker, so squeeze the juice out of the apple and starfruit

mix all

sweet =)

actually the main thing is starfruit
but i hate the taste
apple is to make it taste sweet, honey to soothen your throat

haha, i would like those salesgirl
but it really works...for me ?
=) well i gtg
happy national day
i would be seeing red
lols~! jokies

2008-08-04T03:53:00.000-07:00

well went through some pictures of the past, didnt hAVE a chance to upload it due to laziness

during higher mt...teacher didnt care ~! out of boredom...who ask the bladdy old man to be so boring?

desperate nareerat, can see how freaking unhappy she is ? yea and she is desperate packing the den...my job is to mess it
at bikit timah hill

yea i like this -)
evil grins...
celebrating for gab loh birthday at pizzahut ~!

although he wasnt there,hahas ~!

during scouts...lol ~! posing during captain's ball

hey that was during sungei buloh nature reserve ~! so long ago ~!!

cyas ~!

2008-08-03T05:07:00.000-07:00

well well...
yesterday had some stupid briefing in npc which i shouldnt go
its damm hell boring
and not really much info
well...
i saw desmond
but didnt really recognise
just seemed very familiar
but cant really remember where i have met
until he said
well, saw nareerat's dear
first thing i knew i informed nareerat
and she was god damm excited and regretted for not going
well the npc is gonna be so bored without her
anyways it didnt really seemed fun to me at all
ice cream for boys, none for girls
boo...
bias people
well ...got some fcuking skit
well maybe thats the part that i hate it
waste our time for some bloody skit when its like so meaningless
idiots
somemore i sucked at it

2moro is the start of common test
well, i didnt study?

hope can get a new laptop after it ~!
=)
loves <3

2008-07-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

人在失去后才会珍惜现在所拥有的
一波未平，一波又起
叫我如何是好？
suddenly feel like typing chinese, sorry for non-chinese readers

2008-07-26T05:04:00.000-07:00

i know you would like it...yeah ?

well yesterday got mr siva's pt
???!!!
now my muscles are aching
scouts ?
was quite okay la
dont know why, it doesnt seemed like before
problems starts to come
fights happen
i just dont know
why cant it be like before ?
i remember it used to be so fun
as in last year
sighs ~!

today was service learning
the small white board was really useful indeed
i dont really know how to teach
but...i tried my best to explain
but all of them seemed to give me those blur faces
nvm, i believe they learnt something
oh ya
the science experiment
last minute didnt work >?!
hope next month i would be better preapred
well it was quite fine today
i prefer tutoring the kids more
rather than some experiments and games

well...
sighs forget it
seemed that some doesnt like girls to be close to seniors
but whats wrong of just chatting
we dont really take their words seriously larh...
they wont understand...

2008-07-22T05:07:00.000-07:00

muahahaha...
sodium
muahahahahaha...
i cant stop laughing
muahahahahahahahaha...
well...i am retarded

anyways today got bio and phy test
bio wasnt that bad, phy would take my life then...
i was still thinking of triple science
fat hope for me then...

welll today is really boring then...
found some nice things on the net, let me share it with you then =)

Story Of A Baby
A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"

"Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."

The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."

God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."

Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"

God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak."

"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"

God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray."

"Who will protect me?"

God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking it's life."

"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."

God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked,

"God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."

"You will simply call her, 'Mom.'"

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haha...this would be fifty years later of nareerat and benedict
muahahahahahahhaha
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this is for nareerat...although her birthday had past long ago
but she is stil 16~!

cyyaaaaaaaa<3>

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2008-07-21T05:01:00.000-07:00

well...some people in the troop are just hard to please
okay okay not all can be perfect i believe
but some are just too
i would use vulgarities to describe
i still remember when theres only 3 girls in the troop
well...i stil remember i cried
because the girls arent welcome into the troop at all
because i heard some guys saying that
without girls in the troop, it would be better
i would remember that for life
as long i am still in the troop, i would never let another guy say that of the girls

but things just cant be what you wanted
it always goes the opposite
well...if we are not choosen for anything
well just bloody shut you ass up
dont be down there trying to prove that you can be in the team
sorry i mean this to a handful of people
you arent selected in the team for a reason
and you are always bragging About wonderful stuffs you can do
so what ?
i may not do as well as you all
but at least i dont just go around showing off how well i can do
for one thing i dont do during scout meeting is that
i dont throw tantrum

for what i can say...
triace scout troop will most likely fall with some
idiots if this year's sec 1 takes over

hope they can prove wrong then...

2008-07-20T03:56:00.000-07:00

my first family day =)
okay...hardly anyone came to our stall...
oh ya ~! VP came to our stall
we got her blindfolded and secretly took pictures of her XP
i went medicure =)
black nails

went to 3E2 haunted house
it was dark
my head hit the tables at least 5 times
and seriously i cant see the way to go...hahas
then when we was climbing the tables...
i ACCIDENTALLY press over some one's hands
hope didnt crush it Xp
imagine how much force i exert
opps
after crawling on the tables, i cant get down
i almost fall off the tables
lols
luckily there was someone to hold me
it was such a relief to come out
phew, seriously stuffy inside

=)

2008-07-17T03:44:00.001-07:00

well...today waited so long for charles and ms pang....to buy some bloody assesment
so nice wanted to go with them...yet ms pang say dont wait for they all lor
bloody hell
then i shouted so loud that people in basketball court thought i shouting at them

then i kena scolded for no reason ?~!
a black guys was like : "eh you want say, say directly larh"
then i was kinda like : bloody hell ? i talk to other people also your problem arh ?!

not to stir unessesary stuffs, i just shouted back
they thought i wanted to get the football back

okay lets not mention about ms pang
she dont keep her promise one...
hey i got reasons to support my statement
quite mad at her...

________________________

i want to buy assesment books to do...yet i know i wont do after i buy
i just buy for the sake of spending money
no choice, i believe most girls are like that
!@#$%^&*(()
this are what i curse teachers for putting the spell on students
their lessons= putting students to sleep

i am now experiencing whole body muscle cramp
yesterday ran 2.4km, after went to play volleyball
i feel tired all over now...

2008-07-15T06:32:00.000-07:00

人家说钱不可以买到某些东西
但是。。。
钱可以买到的东西比
钱买不到的东西
还多。。。

听过人因为没钱，走上了绝路，
但有没有听过人因为太有钱而自杀呢？

Oh i am bored stiff at home now
finally uplaod some pictures taken during the bukit timah nature reserve
we went with ms wong and mr ong
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arhg....
found out it was all deleted
=.=

2008-07-12T19:41:00.000-07:00

well...yesterday went to mayflower girl guides
okay...its sucks
no award...not even a token of appreciation
no nothing....
i swear i will never go the guides campfire again
waste of my time

2008-07-03T04:20:00.000-07:00

oh i am bored stiff...
no scouts for me
no prefect for me...
just school...
i am already tied down by schoolwork
more things to come?
SIGHS SIGHS SIGHS

2008-06-28T05:40:00.000-07:00

hey erm i found this link quite useful
( scouts)
if you are still not sure how to tie a square lash, go here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pmQNoDuTfVc

or if diagonal lashing :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aBm2j8mQ1pg

sheer lashing :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Za_JtTlxXSU

well...cant really find the rest
byes

2008-06-27T06:38:00.000-07:00

well...today morning i almost fainted at amk mrt station
while at the mrt i was breaking cold sweat, then later i feel my legs trembling, sight blurred and turned black and purple...
then i feel the shortness of breathe and i start to feel giddy
lucky <3 me =")

anyways today went to scouts with a happy mood
but everything was spoilt by some bastard that got <3>

EDMUND SONG, I HEREBY TELL YOU, DONT TALK COCK IF YOU DIDNT GET THE FACTS RIGHT, AND STOP MAKING UP STORIES, PEOPLE AROUND ARE IRRITATED...
AND STOP REPEATING THAT INCIDENT...IT DOESNT MAKE YOU ANY BETTER TO TALK ABOUT ME, YOU ARE NOT EVEN FIT TO LICK MY SHOES, SO...FUCK OFF!

dont talk about unhappy stuff
a scout is to be trusted
i will promise you, charles, that i will sttend scout meetings and take good care of my fellow scouts
its the promise....
anyways build the tower
all i have to say is that...
was glad that we have built it
but it wasnt what i wanted...but no time to do
but great jobs
but i got some things to tell you...about my patrol
well...
some...
girls, i know you all are excited
but please have some self control
i am quite disappointed because
when the tower was not stabilised
instead of holding the tower well...
some got excited and started playing with the spinning "door"
its alright to play, but at the right time
YOU let go of the tower, and went to play
if it falls, is it fun anymore ?
someone is going to get injured
and i was really irritated when you all rush to climb out
the spars arent strong to support much weight
and you all, the stronger ones wants to climb,
then leave the weaker ones to hold ?

sorry if i shouted at you all for a few times,
and not letting you to climb
but all for safety reasons

scolded you all because:
were playing around
putting your weight on the tower which is not stable
not focus and not attentive, you eyes are looking at others, so didnt hear my instructions
tying loose lashes

you may think tying lose lash is nothing much,
but the person who is climb depends on that,
and its concerning that person's safety
would you feel guilty if the person got injured because of your neglection ?

anyways...thats all
if you can lead better or maybe build a better tower, i welcome you to take over my job,
and i mean it

thanks for people who are concern about me, i really appreciate it

thanks dawn ,nareerat, naufal, keith, cheng hong, weixin, elizabeth ?, charles, ms pang & <3>

cant possibily list out every single one ??

2008-06-24T05:52:00.000-07:00

my life is screwed
headache...
i thinking i am suffering from senile
i cant remember what i am going to do lately
stress stress stress.............................................
i dont want to go npc,
i dont want to go scouts
i dont want to go school
i dont want to go home...
i dont want ot face reality
i just want to be alone...

2008-06-21T21:37:00.000-07:00

well well well
yesterday's campfire was bored bored bored
shouldnt have gone there at all in the first place
no one was enthu, games are weird,
cheers that we hardly know
blah blah blah and so on...
dont want to talk about that already

hey its the last day of holidays ~~~!!!
sad ?
and tell you i havent finish my homework
and i believe alot didnt too...
butbutbut
i am gonna copy tomorrow
hehehe
and nareerat will be back from her thailand ~!
thats so great...
=.= and she didnt even tell me what time she coming back ...
oh ya...
later still got tuition
yawn yawn yawn
then maybe after that
if the saloon doesnt have so much people
i might cut my hair
till really really short

lalala byes

2008-06-19T07:50:00.000-07:00

hahah, i dont really know
but i have an urge to post these photos
hahas =)
this is when we reached the crater
the scenery was really magnificent
tamisa, me, dianne and easter =)

this picture was taken after we got off the boat
on another island =)
the beach was rocky, not like the fine sand at
the beach that we spent overnight...
i still remembered we had a great time at the boat =D
me,yinanne,denise,peisuan,biyu and jingyi

before the hike toward mt. pinatubo
we came to this waterfall to eat
the water was crystal clear
but somehow it has lots of algae on our return in the evening
easter,dianne,tamisa and me

in the jeepney =D
quite cramp with our bulky bags with us
hey where was i looking ?
at some cool guys of course
joking...haha
danica, tamisa, me and dianne

yeap thats the end of today
post more next time

2008-06-19T06:15:00.000-07:00

this is what i had in mind....
of building the gateway
but some said no creativity
but i seriously have no idea
=( =( =( =( =(

naufal said something like the first picture will take lots of time for us
so in the end he came up with this
and i followed

then kc commented on thAt
i went on the internet and saw this
maybe i can modify it abit ???

laalal
thats for scouts
scouts scouts scouts
but where's nareerat
grrrr...
byes ~!

2008-06-18T00:19:00.000-07:00

broke and all gone

anyways i changed a skin, sick of the old
the old skin do have some problems in it too

2008-06-16T05:04:00.000-07:00

heys !
today had scouts
yeayea...=/
dont even feel like going
especially seeing some bastard down there
with a pink shirt
gay old uncle =.=
rahrahrah
i hate pioneering ~~~!!
i prefer other things
but somehow and another
to me, it seemed to be the only other that is special from our daily activities
oh i am sick of the cca ~!
lalala
neither do i like volley
opps ~!
i just want to stay at home, sit back and relax...~~~!!!
yea gtg byes ~!

and oh ya
jasper said that triace going to fall if its the sec ones turn to lead...
high possibilities
sec ones already created headache for naufal
(hey i refer to the whole sec one
not to anyone elses)
how can the sec ones manage the others, or juniors ?
hmm...

2008-06-14T02:29:00.000-07:00

heys ~!!

took this photo during the philippines trip

the sunset is simply gorgeous

and the night skys are full of stars

the volcano crater's scenery is magnificent

... its just like drawn out...

hmm...i havent been blogging...

anyways nothing much to post

holidays are ending

how can they do this to me ?

i havent even finish my homework

anyways...i doubt anyone has finished it

lately its scout scout scouts

must go back to school because of scouts

sighs...who will have time for studies

but nevermind...3 months is a relief for me

some stupid history homework that requires me to do the WHOLE workbook

no wonder i hate history so much ....

i suffer from severe pimples syntoms

oh and i am dying

my whole face is already disfigured....

then somemore pimples

!!!

i think i needa wear brown paper bag out

SIGHS ~~~!!!

2008-06-06T01:44:00.000-07:00

hey guys,
after one week i am finally back, miss me ?
hey i really wanna thank alot of people
who has helped me during the camp in a way or another
i know alot of people around me concern me
like ms pang, tamisa, dianne, easter and some other guys...
thanks for cheering me up when i cried =)

i lost almost everything
a bastard strip off my rank
i lost my secretary position,
i lost respect from others
(except for edmund,
cause i dont need his respect at all,
it only dirties me)
but i konw, i havent yet lost my friends
maybe being a lower position can let me really see
the true colours of other people
dominic and joel asked me before
do i really want to be a secretary?
if given a choice, what i wanna be?
i replied
i never expect to be anything
if given a choice, i just wanna be a normal member with no responsibilities at all
the girls position acutally dont belong to us at all
its just that we girls are the first batch,
and therefore they give us the rank,
it is not that they are willing to
well...
now, i just wanna concentrate my studies,
for my streaming coming up

and my scout friends...
i am already prepared to transfer school already
due to some things happen during the camp
if my dad knows...
everything cant be changed now,
i am already prepared for the worst...

and here,
i hope that edmund would resign as a scout leader
cause of the "scouting for boys" says something like
if a leader cant fulfil its followers,
he should quit or what...

i cant just say that no one likes him seriously
i really dont know what face he has to stay on in scouts

hate him to the core,
not even fit to clean my shoes...

=/

2008-05-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

i find myself immature
seriously do...
if i dont type anything
i wouldnt be getting myself into this mess
agree ?
quite...
maybe others not tired of this
but i really am damm sianz le
all i have to say is that
why would you say that i talk behind your backs
when that 3 sentence i typed in the tag board is for everyone to see ?
i mean public, not personal tagboard
and sorry
for your info
i THOUGHT you all know my the other nickname is blueleave
sorry this is not intended to leave for you to guess
as i thought you all know it already
and one more thing, i dare to swear that
i only leave my name as blueleave or alicia
and did not tag a single things at your blog at all

heys can we stop this quarel thing ?

a scout makes friends and mantains harmonious relations

i mean...not only scouts, actually everyone should do that
its only does harm and no good at all
i will stop my nonsense,
and would you too ?

once in a year birthday

2008-05-19T01:04:00.000-07:00

yesterday

supposingly i was gonna have lunch at swensens and dinner at sakae sushi

but..........

i went beach road instead =(

so i have to miss my bowling session and my swensens =(

but nevermind...at least u still have fun yesterday

hmmm...

went off from home and meet him about 11

at amk mrt

then after walking for a while

this familiar figure appear out of nowhere

ms pang ?!

scare me leh, i didnt realise it until i heard her voice...

then was kinda like

shocked ???!!!

nevermind

in the end have to eat lunch together

about 1 hour ???

then meet easter at amk mrt to go beach road

hmmm....and waited biyu at the platform there

she said she reaching soon

and SIX trains pass by ?!

wow, she is really reaching SOON

lol

thne blah blah blah,

went to buy tommy stove for ms oang

then went to make dog tag for seniors

(is this supposed to keep it as a secret?!)

nvm...

anyways they will know soon or later

then after going beach road we went plaza singapura

with 56BOXES OF SOLID FUEl

ms pang asked us to buy

so i waited at a place while they went to buy water bag

and biyu was plucking my white hairs

lol, walao,10++ strands leh

its like...

omg i am so stress

then went home for the rest while i went to causeway point

to meet my aunt

to buy my camping bag

heys match with the birthday present he bought me

purple <3

the bag

haiz...

some bloody brand that i never heard before that cost $300

?!!

but nevermind, it is maybe the only one to be purple

and i like it =)

hahas, then went timezone to play

and went sakaesushi ot eat

i eat damm hell lots of plate

7 people ate 36 plate ?!

additional 2 red plate and ordered

5 plates which cost about 10 ++

but nevermind

its my birthady =)

and my sister suggested to buy a few small slices of cake to form a big one

so can try different flavours

but i seriously dont like breadtalk's cake

and hey,

i know the so-called cake is pathetic

=D

2008-05-16T20:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday did utdoor cooking
although the whole stuff is being run by someone
okay...
it really doesnt matter to me,
cuz whoever run, it doesnt involve me at all
hey but except for the lecturing part
i wAS kinda having fun playing with the solid fuel and fire
cuz i scared of fire, then i dont daew to light that bloody
WET solid fuel, then was throwing it around Xp
although i shouldnt, hahas
then most of it i cooked
but i didnt not wash a single stuff, cool ?
XD
i only got to eat a small little saussage
haiz...lol
but nevermind, i also didnt wanna eat it anyways...
then followed by plc, lucky edmund not there
if not needa do what bloody report again

lalala, i so bored now
18 may my birthday <3
heeheeehee, i am awaiting
=.= someone say give me prayer as birthday present =.=

fkers

2008-05-11T03:09:00.001-07:00

cb la, why is everything going wrong
first, my mum dont allow me go watch movie although
she had promised me
she keep giving excuses la
saying its too early ?! or what to watch movie for my birthday
wth ?!
then next,i wanted to update triace blog,
about some bloody matters and scout meetings
bloody fucker,
i asked naufal for username and password on msn
and also wanted to ask him about meetings, attire for next scout meeting and stuffs
he went offline ?!!
do you think i care what the bloody matter he have ?!
at least reply my question
and if my message had not exploded,
i would not have onlined and waited you to online so
that i can ask you stuffs
wasted my time
and now
just because of my mother and her excuses
i cant go watch movie
now someone is angry cuz i cant watch movie
and not replying my messages
bloody hell ?!
what have i done wrong ?
i am short-tempered, i know...
but i just want the username and password so i cant update ???

okay fine, my message was replied =.=
yeaas gtg, byes

=)

2008-05-03T22:05:00.002-07:00

i wanna bite rat...
whats the difference between consumer and producer ?
the producer need to remmeber all the steps
for example, wet rice cultivation IN THAILAND
a)preparing for fields before rainy seasons
b)sowing of seeds in nursery....before the rainy seasons
c)transplanting the young plants from the nursery to the main fields...rainy season
d)fertilisation, irrigation and weeding during rainy season
e)harvesting during dry period
f) winnowing
e)milling

for a consumer...
there is only one step
put into your mouth and eat

2moro geo
somemore after geo got math revision by tuitor....
sianz

=)

2008-05-03T22:05:00.001-07:00

2008-04-29T04:30:00.001-07:00

so many things,
dont know what to do...
i really dont like staying in schools for meetings during this period
why cant they just set aside this period of time
theres a time for everything
i dont mind staying back everyday...
exams exams exams, study study study...

lalala,...
i am getting bored, i must have flunk my higher mother tongue
anyways its still the same to other subjects
hahas
tomorrow english paper 2 and literature
two papers, sad urh ???
forget about literature,i study for the whole afternoon already, reading and reading
then now english, hmmm...
other than reading readers digest and flipping through grammar notes,
what else to study ?
lalalas, lately found a new webbie with games
yeayea, dawn intro that,
dawn are you happy now ?
hahas
okay la,go mugging now
cya !

=(

2008-04-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

exams 2moro, should i say yays ???
lalala the whole day no mood to study lehs,
so bored, then went out to buy electronic dictionary
for higher mother tongue, cb, no more
!@#$%^&*()
why must it goes out og stock at this precious moment of time ?!
hAiz, 2moro going amk there to try my luck
cya

=)

2008-04-26T05:19:00.001-07:00

haiz so bored here, we got FCS gold award again for our scout troop
all the hard work of our sec 4s X)
last year was really fun lorhx
lalala lets dont talk abt scouts anymore...
sec 1 getting into troubles again, haiz
lalala i am so damm hell bored now, exams are reaching and i am still here blogging
oh ya, ,my ,math didnt turn out bad, haha
stil one mark better than nareerat...hehe
she was kinda like wtf, one mark difference
hahas =)
lala, cyas, nothing much to say
all the best for your mid-years

=D

2008-04-24T02:56:00.000-07:00

HELLLLOOOOOSSSSSSSS~~~~~!!!!!

HAHAS, My blog is finally alive again, hahas

yays ???

anyones no one sees the, hehe, its like one year already i nvr touch my blog =)

lalalala i am so bored, yea can see that, if not i wouldnt be here

heys lately so stress up

exams just next week and i still needa stay back in sch for non study stuffs

lalala

today got math test =.=

i think i flunk it, must be it

if not i wouldnt wanna fall asleeep halfway through

hmmmm...

oh yea i got lots of photos yet to upload

and now higher mother tongue lessons are all free periods...

somemore got aircon

hmmm, cuz the relief teacher simply dont care, the original teacher

went overseas for half a year, way damm long

hmmm...my chinese grades are slipping, how i continue to take ?

okays gtg, byes